First day of preschool

July 29

Alexis' first day of school was rough. Sure, a small part of me was looking forward to getting some stuff done without having to tag her along - like doctors' appointments and grocery shopping. But the biggest part of me was sad about her growing up. She would be the youngest in her class, at the age of 2, still. And yet, I knew she was ready. She's very mature for her age. She talks well, she learns fast, etc. but she needs a little time apart from mommy to grow into her own person. 

The parents were welcomed into the classroom on the first day. Alexis was clinging to me, knowing that I wasn't staying. Eventually, Ms. Jodi grabbed her by the hand, and the screams and cries came. I could feel my eyes starting to water and I knew I had to get out of there. Nicole later told me that Alexis only cried for about 3 minutes, and then she was okay. Rindy later told me that she'd told Dempsey to be a good friend to Alexis. I am so grateful that Alexis knows Kira and Dempsey.

I had booked a massage to celebrate this next stage of my life, but it didn't really feel like a celebration. I was sad. 

Later, Nicole and I had scheduled to have lunch with Michelle, and I was grateful for the distraction. But it was weird to eat and talk without the distractions of a toddler.

I went back to the school 20 minutes early, and just waited. I wanted to hear all about her day. When she came out, she was all smiles. She told me she colored and sang and played with Kira and Brooklyn. She also told me there was a little boy in her class and that he was her brother. Um, ok. 

So overall, I'd say her first day of school was a success. Oh, and she loves her unicorn backpack!